I don't want to face reality

I saw these photos on my computer just now...

Well...honestly...

I miss this place

I miss Sunderland

I miss everything which happened in the UK

Yeah~what a lovely place

I do miss u- England...!

Recalling those cheerful days, recalling the last three years...

It was carefree and lighthearted

Cos I "didnt have" to worry about the money

I "didnt have" to look for a job

I "didnt have" to face anyone that I dont really like

I "didnt have" to do the stuff that I dont really like as well

what I had to do just 'Take care of 'Myself' and 'Study hard'

 THAT'S ALL...

 See "Took care of" myself was too way EASY

  LAZY to cook then went out for dinner

But sometimes, study also very HARD and STRESSFUL

I often mooned about those days because of STRESS and INSOMIA

Library----Stay overnight

OR

went home late

OR

homesicks

OR

helpless

When I got home late, and saw my own room...

 "homesicks","helpless","stressful" just dissapear without a trace

I felt so warm amd comfy　

especially I saw the double bed

Cos I could assume any pose that I like when I tried to sleep : )

After handed in all of the assignments

hung out with friends

  relax at the SEABURN

~~~~~Tehee~~~~~

Summer

 

 Enjoyed myself at seaside(SEABURN)cannot without "FISH & CHIPS"

After finished my Fish & chips

It's time for me to plan where to go and travel Maybe?

Yeah~~

 Air force show with the crowd

Nice experiences with Football Fans 

Trip to York

Trip to  Lake District

Trip to Glasgow

Trip to Scotland

London

Manchester 

Cambridge

France-Paris 

Disneyland

Well!!still got lot of photos but me lazy to upload it! LOL!

As u can see trip Everywhere and those days are past and gone!

I promise myself, I will earn money and go there for visiting one day!

These photos evoke memories of the past

 Before I came back to Malaysia, My foreign friend asked me:"Will u miss England when u get back?"

I said:"No Way! I won't Miss England!So No Way!"

But now...

Yes...

I do...

I do miss England...I do...

I wish I were there for study at present time , so that no need to face the reality...

no need to face the money problem

no need to face the job problem

T.T

Hrm...

what's my next step? I still confusing...

I lose my real smile
I lose  my confidence

I lose my aim
I lose my mind
I think I lose everything at the moment

And

I dont know what am i going to do Next!

So

God bless me

P/S: I miss u PETER!!!